another one of those entries..

So I was looking through my old posts for an entry about rain that I remembered writing. I found it. And I am ridiculous, if I do say so myself haha..

Rain=LIFE

Walking home from the bus today, I wanted to splash in all the puddles, so I did =). It was quite fun actually. I walked really slow too so I got really wet hahaha I must have looked like a crazy person, walking along slowly and kicking water up... It felt sooo good though, hahaha I really do LOVE rain. Its just so like, healing and fresh. But I dont like the smelly, warm, sticky kinda rain. That kinda rain is just plain nasty. I was feeling kinda crummy for some reason at the end of the day but my playday in the rain just made it all okay =). Sure, my sneakers are soaked and the bottoms of my jeans [like up to mid-calf] are soaked too, just like my t-shirt... and my backpack is kinda wet too... and my sweatshirt, which I was holding onto... but yanno what?? I really dont give a flying sht. It was fun so whateverr =P

i<3rain
walking in it
splashing in it
having it fall on my face
I love it all

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yeah im a psycho whos in love with rain. bite me. i dare you =P

Haha what is that?? I'm so unique. But I did it again. It was so great after a long day of school to just get nice and wet and smell like rain, so relaxing. I didn't splash this time though since I probably would have slipped and died again. My clothes were fairly soaked and my hair is plastered to my face but oddly, I'm completely loving the way it feels. Healing rain!

Off to shower and get into some dry clothes~

I don't want this for myself. Someone can have all the potential in the world but without passion and heart what does it matter? But I wonder, how much of this reluctance is fear? How much is due to the pain of the past welling up again in the form of obstinance? So most of the people in the world are the same. A desire to be happy dwells in each of us. I'm no one special but for some reason I feel the need to be different. To rebel. And then I have those moments when I'm more like the world than I'd like. Immersed in the temptations, preoccupations, and pleasures of the world, I don't look over my shoulder to see who's watching. Making mistakes is my trade. Letting go is the hardest thing in the world. And looking to the sky for answers is my opium.

Sometimes the power in a perhaps is enough to sustain us, and I shan't be the one to take it from her.
[Libba Bray]

All she wanted was a breathing place in which to hurt, a quiet place to lick her wounds, a haven in which to plan her campaign.
[Margaret Mitchell]

I love winter.
There's snow, Christmas, and plus it's the most romantic season.

Romance
Nicole's reason: The ULTIMATE test of true love. Is he willing to brave a blizzard to see you?
My reasons: Clandestine meetings in camouflaged igloos. Discarding gloves and mittens to hold hands with each other. And another test: Is he willing to give up his jacket for you? Or is he smart enough to SHARE the jacket, thus creating a romantic moment, generating more body heat, and probably copping a feel while he's at it?

Snow. is. Love.
The fact that it's cold doesn't mean anything. Doesn't mean that it's unloving or cruel or dead or anything like that. Snow equals love. And that's all I have to say about that. [Forrest Gump flashback]

Christmas.
Okay so there are presents, cookies, scarves, and pretty twinkling trees. And then there's God. Who gives gifts daily and showers blessings on our heads every day of our lives. Who can give us things more wonderfully warm and tasty than cookies could ever be. Whose love brings more warmth and comfort than a million scarves wrapped around our necks. Who made the trees and everything on them in the first place. He also provided the best present, the warmest scarf, the most savory cookie, and the brightest tree: Jesus, for whom we celebrate Christmas [Btw. I'm not saying Jesus is a cookie, I'm saying that he is the BEST aka the MOST savory cookie. AKA nothing can compare because he provides more warmth and happiness than a cookie ever could]. I just hope that we keep Jesus first and foremost in our minds this year. That we remember the One who gave us Christmas and everything about it.

God Bless<3